I had time to pray and felt that I should not brood over my work situation. I met with my boss and spoke honestly about how I have felt. She worked with me so that I can attend a marriage conference and she offered to work on my schedule, but I told her to forget about this month. We will try to make next month better (if I don't get the other position which is 9-5, M-F). I will get a week off in November to visit friends in Pensacola too. Things have improved 100%.
I attribute it to prayer. God gave me peace about a direction to follow. He is awesome.