It is almost 11pm as I am writing this.  I am over-tired, but my husband asked me to write something in this weblog.  I did not know what to write because I am a busy woman and barely have time to myself.  I have two kids to take care of.
I did find something to share today.  A few minutes ago I fed our four month old baby and I went to get a sweater for our 3-1/2 year old girl.  Finally I sat down and I looked at them (both sleeping) and a great feeling came to my heart. Actually, I cannot explain what this means.  But I will try. 
My dream came true.  My dream was to have a family that would love me and I would love too.  I dreamed of holding my kids in my arms and to be called "mamãe." God has blessed me by giving me Pete and our daughters.  I feel so happy when Virgínia says, "I love you momma." And Alcione Vastí finds peace and comfort in my arms- when she begins to cry when someone else is holding her and only I can calm her and put her at ease.
It is very hard to be a mother; the price is very high. But seeing my kids happy, smiles on their faces, brings me joy, happiness and more reason to praise Jesus- and to see how much He cares for me.
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